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of course your family and friends are tired of you, you have pushed their emotions to the limits. that doesn't mean they don't love you or want you. if they didn't love you or value you, they wouldn't care that you tried to off yourself. do not take this the wrong way: i don't know you, you are a name on a screen, so i don't care that you tried to off yourself, i'm not tired of you. if you tried to kill yourself 75 times i still wouldn't care, so i still wouldn't be tired of you. i'd stop listening to you after try #3 though. see the difference and what i'm getting at? they love you and care for you, and seeing you like this is taking it's toll on them, and they are tired.
like it or not, Cynthetiq is right. you need to fix yourself, and once you do, you will understand what's going on, and eventually you will be able to mend relationships. you might not fix them all, but that is that. i've burned others, and i've been burned, and now there are relationships that will never be fixed. that's just natural.
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onward to mayhem!
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