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So.. long story short: I overdosed on Ambien about two weeks ago and went to the mental hospital and all that. this is my third time.

I'm going to outpatient group therapy everyday for six hours for addiction and mood management. I like it. but, that's not the problem I'm facing right now..

right now.. I feel like so many people are disappointed in me. A ton of my friends won't talk to me anymore. They won't hang out with me anymore. I also overheard my family having a discussion about me and they admitted to eachother that they're simply tired of me now.



I dunno what to do about this. How do I fix my relationship with people I've hurt through my suicide attempt?


Also.. I called the national suicide hotline and they put me on fucking HOLD.. for 15 minutes. Then, when they finally answered, they introduced themselves and put down the phone. WTF was that about?????? THX suicide hotline for making me feel even more unwanted! >:C