Going against the grain.
I'm a straight 23 year old male, and I have a desire to wear black nail polish. The problem is that as soon as I imagine wearing it, I'm terrified of going into public. I'm afraid people will judge me, and I will feel extremely alone and unsure of what to do. I'm worried I will receive poor customer service and not be fired my job. I don't know how homosexuals, goths, or anyone else with a different lifestyle gets around ok.
Do you have any advice? People always tell me "don't worry about what others think, screw them if they have a problem with you." But it's more than that - I want to be ok with them disliking it.
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