Nikki, it sounds like maybe you need to take a closer look at your heart and really determine where you're at. A lot of what you mentioned, sounds like you've already made up your mind. If you want to continue into life with your husband, then give it all you can. If you've already decided that this is not your idea of a lifetime together, then ... maybe seek some outside, non-biased, advice (ie counselor, therapist, mentor). Negative feelings, when left alone, only get worse. *hugs you* You're a sweetheart, listen to your heart.
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I fear neither death nor pain.
What do you fear milady?
A cage.
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