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I don't think you should take your anger out on a stranger just because your man doesn't have the balls to face up to what the consequences are of having unprotected sex. And by the way, there were 2 of you when that happened no?
Forget about him and have your child. Move on from that idiot and be wiser in your next relationship. Try and give your child the best life you can. Lots of people raise children as single parents. You'll be alright.
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Whether we write or speak or do but look
We are ever unapparent. What we are
Cannot be transfused into word or book.
Our soul from us is infinitely far.
However much we give our thoughts the will
To be our soul and gesture it abroad,
Our hearts are incommunicable still.
In what we show ourselves we are ignored.
The abyss from soul to soul cannot be bridged
By any skill of thought or trick of seeming.
Unto our very selves we are abridged
When we would utter to our thought our being.
We are our dreams of ourselves, souls by gleams,
And each to each other dreams of others' dreams.
Fernando Pessoa, 1918
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