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First of all, there is really no way to compare amounts of cocaine consumed with coca chewing. Cocaine content in leaves is around 1%, and bioavailability of cocaine through chewing is about 1/3, as opposed to over 60% from cocaine. So 50mg (assuming it is somewhere close to pure) is equal to chewing about 1 kilogram of leaves, which is order of magnitudes more than the usual.
Second, as said above, opiates are tolerance building. Whatever relief from pain, be it mental or physical, you are feeling right now, will pretty soon start to disappear. And then you will have to increase your dosage. Not really an ideal long term solution.
Third, while recreational drug use can be fun, you are way beyond that. Needing drugs because you hate life and need to deal with the mental pain of living is dependence.
Fourth, regardless of what you do about your drug use, using one's financial dependency on the other as either a reason to stay together or as a power issue is not really healthy for a relationship.
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