I'm finding it hard to understand how you say you're not attracted, yet you have sex with them. I mean, isn't the whole happenstance of willingly fucking someone the result of an attraction? Do you hate every minute of it? The obvious answer is that you feel attractive men are out of your league and you are intimidated by them. Maybe that's not a problem so much as a niche. You're the girl who freaks ugly dudes. Cool.
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