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Getting over it...
I'm sure you are going to have Deja Vu after reading this, but here it goes.
My girlfriend left me after 2 years back in August. It was definitely the worst thing I have ever been put through.
and somehow I still feel like I am going through it.
She left me because she "needed to get her life straight" and so she moved away to live with her parents.
I was obviously heartbroken, because I was going to ask her to marry me the day I graduate college (which is this May).
I just wish I could get over it. I'm sick of feeling like I want her back. She was selfish, not very intimate, and didn't have any respect for herself. Why would I want to be with someone like that? I don't understand. I haven't dated ANYONE since we broke up because of these stupid feelings I still have.
What is worse is that things are great for me! I joined a band, started my hobbies up again, joined the gym again, got a tattoo, and started teaching. But she is still the same old not "getting her life straight." I guess I feel like she was lying to me when she broke it off with me. She calls me every now and then to talk, which might be why these feelings are coming up again all the time.
I dunno, I just need words of comfort from the good people here at TFProject. How the HELL do I get over this?
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Good Grief
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