Also understand that his reaction to this has nothing to do with you, but everything to do with how he reacts to things. Don't use it as a way to value yourself, because his reaction to this is worthless as a judge of who you are.
I got married a month after I turned 20. It was one of the most foolish things I ever did.
Just know that as lousy as this is right now, it gets better, and in time you realize that it's the best thing that could have happened to you and you soon become glad that you aren't married to him any more.
Crompsin's advice to focus on yourself and your daughter is good advice. Focus on what makes you happy, not who makes you happy.
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"I can normally tell how intelligent a man is by how stupid he thinks I am" - Cormac McCarthy, All The Pretty Horses
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