i think mostly about healer and past experiences...i'd have to say that role playing incidents that we have yet to experience comes a close second. i also think about hot porn scenes that have stuck with me and also sometimes picture healer and myself in those positions.
or i just watch porn and masturbate. i usually wait until i get really really wet before i start...it's like teasing myself.
although the other day healer and i were watching porn before during and after sex...and in the after part i felt that i wanted more so decided to rub a few out myself, while he was lying there...well, it turned out to be more than a few but in those moments i was actually thinking about how much i'd just like to come right now
lol