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Originally Posted by Derwood
I got blue balls all the time ......... I also don't get raging hard-ons anymore, so....
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Raging hard-ons, brings a memory of every morning to mind, also the blue balls suck, thank god they don't turn blue, but thing is, with me, masturbation is not healthy, seeing as it plays more on my phsychie than my "wanting to release an urge" kinda feeling.
When growing up as an anti-social person, I have a negative mindset view that j/o is the lowest of the low of the anti-social. In fact, being this way, means I always surround myself with people only to find myself feeling even more alone!! How redundant is that? I feel alone when with people and much better when alone??!!
With that said, I don't j/o anymore, at least, not by myself anyway. I just cant feel sexual in anyway if there isn't someone else in the room!! This has to change, and soon!!