girldetective

I did it. I walked right in and snatched my power back and in doing so I saw right through him. The snap, the map of light, the whole pic illuminated. It happened right then and I will never go back. If he had been watching he would have seen it coming. The way it went down was a surprise, in some way I think thrilling for each of us. It had to happen. It had to be done. It was a skip in the record, I had to move along.

Stay away from me.
Lose my email.
Lose my phone number.
If you see me on the street walk the other way.
If youre at an event where I am, dont acknowledge me.
Forget you ever knew me.

Today I feel exhilarated. I feel more myself, and better able to cope already. I feel certain. I think I have learned and I believe i have grown up more, become more of an adult again. I like it. It feels good. I recognize it.

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Have you done any growing lately? Its a question that I think bares repeating, as just a taking-stock sort of thing. It feels good to recognize it and seems to go with the season. The turning of colors and the crispness in the air. A coming clean.

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As far as possible, without surrender, be on good terms with all persons...be cheerful; strive for happiness - Desiderata