Apathetic to any sort of negative emotion [for the most part]. Wake up, brush teeth, go to school, go to work, save lives, watch people die. I am very attentive to detail. I am on constant watch on my surroundings. I have no fears but to fail in my goals, which motivate me more so then some others and which is why I am sometimes seen as more successful as others [I have a long way to go before I can declare success].
I am extremely open minded and logical. I believe in the Chaos Theory [i.e. random minute changes can cause huge catastrophes]. I am shy, especially around women I deem attractive. It pains me sometimes, which results in me challenging myself to talk to them. I do. Sometimes. Other times I use it as a proponent to push myself. I learn from every mistake, no matter how big. As I am writing this, I am disagreeing with some of the stuff I wrote because I am so complex that it doesn't do justice for me to define myself. I feel as though the same should apply to anyone else.
For the most part, at 19 years old [well, 18, I turn 19 in two weeks], I have seen things people would never even dream off. I have figured out so much on my own that I would consider myself a great philosopher. I think stoicism is a somewhat good way to define myself.
And now, for the sake of setting a set image of myself [I am too complex for that], I shall stop.
[Edit] Sounds weird, doesn't it?
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Focus. Control. Conviction. Resolve. A true ace lacks none of these attributes. Nothing can deter you from the task at hand except your own fears. This is your sky.
Last edited by BogeyDope; 10-08-2008 at 07:01 PM..
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