People see me as gregarious and extroverted and really happy. This is overcompensation for loneliness and a feeling of not fitting in. I attract people with problems, they come to me because I appear strong and like I know what I'm doing and like I have my shit together. While I'm not a basket case, and I am pretty damn funny and creative, I'm also pretty lonely. I'm the guy at the party everyone likes to talk to, I fit in with all the different cliques, and then when the party is over and everyone leaves, I'm alone. They all think I'm with another group or I went to another party.
Sorry I wasn't positive about myself, I know me, I'm not impressed.
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