Originally Posted by dd3953

i guess i just wanna know if i'm alone in this:

i've been watching my friends and family . . . little sister is in love, so are 3 of my friends, and then there's the random people you still on the street.

i just got off the phone with a girl i think i like, not that it matters, she is annoying happy about some guy she meet who just broke up with his girlfriend. her talking to me about it was not the annoying part. the annoying part: realizing that i don't like her as much as i thought i did.

i mean i have had a number of crushes in my day. at any point in my life (for the past 26 years) i have had at least one. but not that type of like that makes you jump up and down. not that kind that makes you smile at random times. and not the type you see in movies (although how many people really get that movie / music type of love??).

at one point in time i thought i was just scared to fall in love. . . i'm a lazy chick and love is a lot of work . . . but i think i'm more scared of the fact that i may never get to experience it all at. i know people who have been in love, and they lost it, they feel like that "it's better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all" shit is just that, shit. but i can't help but think it's right.

do you ever feel emotionless? or like you'll never get to feel half of everything that's out there to feel?
you ever just sit and wonder if you'll get the chance to be in love?

ps: i'm not too sure if this is the right place to post this.