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I feel that way all the time... little shit can make me feel disgusted by some girls. Call me conceited and shallow, but I just cant give my all to a girl that isnt attractive enough...it seems fucked up to me too but thats just how it is. Also, she could be jennifer lopez but if she was not mature, or had some kind of common sense, I wont give her 100% either.
I guess I hold myself back because I look at most women as potential spouses, and if she doesnt equate to my standards, than she isnt worth commiting myself to. Ive tried to base things solely on personality, but I cant get turned on. Ive dated plenty of girls who were model calibur, yet if she wasnt on the right page mentally i'd feel like I was wasting my time. Its been a problem for me because I havent been in a serious relationship where I actually loved someone, rather than just using them to not feel alone, or to satiate my sexual desires. Maybe I'm just stuck looking for the perfect woman that I can dedicate myself to, who knows... but I'm glad someone kinda knows how I feel =/
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