Yikes. Ya know, I will say I've been in a similar (not exact) situation as you. All I can honestly say from my experience is A- you will in time find a way to trust your spouse again if you really love them. B- If they really love you, they will give you reason to gain trust back with them. Look past the pain- how do they make you feel besides this fiasco? If you feel nothing but love, then you will find a way to work things out. C- Most importantly- take care of yourself first. Don't focus so much on fixing things or trying to figure things out- find a vice and take care of yourself first.
Best of wishes.
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