mixedmedia

I agree with jewels and shesus.

Most likely you are exaggerating the signals you are picking up from his family due to your own guilt and pre-conceived notions about their behavior. Even though you express resentment toward them for treating you that way, you also talk about yourself as if it's what you deserve. I suspect that relations with them will improve dramatically if you forgive yourself and them and let it go.

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