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Wow, I'm surprised to see others in my boat here. I've only been with one woman. My wife and I were each other's firsts. I know this sounds cute and all, but we both regret it.
We got married at 18. We've been married 8 years, and something has gone awry. The situation is to difficult for me to analyze but having not had sex with any women, coupled with having a wife that isn't very sexual, and that fact the she has increased that number since our marriage doesn't help things. When we got married to about our 3rd year we were one of a kind. Never fought at all. Seemed destined to be together forever, but these days that is always in question. What is keeping us together may just be that we have a kid and that we've only ever been adults with each other, so we've come to rely on one another. We still love each other to death, but just as most other marriages it seems to be wearing out. Such bullshit how difficult it is to recover from marital problems big or small.
...ah I digress. Don't mean to threadjack.
Anyway, I definitely did not sow enough(any) seeds. This has caused some serious trauma in a couple of ways.
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