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How important is your weight to you?
Literally until I was in my early 30's I never gave my weight much thought. I am tall, so if anything people were always telling me I was too thin. Being tall made it seem that way I guess, I was however the correct weight for my height. Well since the 30's have come along and I had a baby, so much has changed. First I went through a lot to lose the "baby weight". Now I have found that even though I am back where I was before I got pregnant, I can gain weight so much easier then before. I used to be able to eat whatever I wanted. So I have become pretty obsessed with my weight and I really don't like how I look in pictures when I compare myself to pre-baby and pre-marriage. This has in turn really lowered my self esteem. I feel resigned to being a frumpy stay at home mom, and I feel like food and my weight control me now.
I don't get a ton of exercise and I don't really seem to care! I was doing it hardcore but then it just kinda got boring to me. I have such a hard time sticking with anything!
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