This is so the kind of situation where I would just say fuck it. Fuck it. Cancel everything you have together. Get the fuck out of there, as soon as you can manage it. Obviously, lay some groundwork first. But ASAP. Face to face. Give him the respect he couldn't give you--don't sink to his level.
What do you deserve? You deserve to be with a guy who loves, respects, and VALUES you. You are obviously not getting these things now. Get out, give yourself some time, heal, and then find someone who can.
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If I am not better, at least I am different. --Jean-Jacques Rousseau
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