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So I was actually sitting here remembering Tpop's moves. Physically remembering them. Grooving to the memories. I dont think I have ever had such a physical fantasy about a real person before. His moves are like imprinted in my bones or something. I dont know, its new. I stopped though, thinking that this daydreamery stuff is not the healthiest. Youre right Shaindra, I do miss him.
I dont believe I have ever missed someone's body other than maybe my children's when they were young.
(late last night on my way home i cried pretty freely and sort of called out his name. sort of wolfish like, very carnal and physical) (this is so much unlike me i cant tell you. hes under my skin, and i guess ill leave him there. ill get used to it, and its better than having on my skin. that didnt work out too well)
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As far as possible, without surrender, be on good terms with all persons...be cheerful; strive for happiness - Desiderata
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