girldetective

Hey sisters. Ive been going through this Tpop thing that has finally ended. It is wrecked and going to dry dock. Ive culled through our email, keeping the best, and that which I want to remember and learn from. Ive been doing this with my memories too.

I am concerned here with sense memories that I like and want to remember but at the same time unnerve me because I like them so much and it is sort of twisted because I miss them. He had moves I didnt know about. He used his nose, he talked and groaned, he kissed and directed, he vampired.

So Ive got the Tpop itch and I dont know that Ive ever run into this before. An actual physical heat for someone, someone in particular. I believe that much of this had to do with his body type fitting so well with mine. He stands 6'4" and is thin and gangly, with a grace. I am 5'11" and thin and gangly, with no grace. I once said to him that touching his body was like touching mine, and he agreed.

Ive learned something. Ive learned that I feel better with a like-bodied lovestud, and much taller than me. This is so shallow I can hardly believe it of myself or that I am actually copping to it, but its true. I guess I now have a type. Shit.

Do you have preferred body types? is that normal? More importantly, if you do, how do you square that with yourself and with the real world?

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