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Thanx for all that. I definitely wont let it go as far as getting a shrink or prostitute!! What's wrong is I'm at the stage where I've tried everything people who are normal do and it hasn't worked. I'm stuck, I've not yet tried the punching bag thing but I'll definitely give it a shot, maybe joining the gym or something!!
I'm still, I like to believe, together, just very angry at my brain, body, and I think somethings gotta give sooner than later!! What I don't understand is, why do people, or rather why did I, drive myself, to this stage, Other than the obvious things, not go out to meet people, go on some man dates, watch the football game, what the hell else did I do wrong!! How can non issue things like these make me so desperately crave human contact??
What the hell do normal people do to meet friends??? Has anyone ever been this low??
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