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Ratbastid gives you some very excellent advice.
Do not worry. With the level of open communication you have developed, and the fact that you are this unbelievably supportive, your wife is not likely to walk away.
She will appreciate any sentiments that you share regarding this relationship. Express that you are experiencing some jealousy and that you are not content, that you want to move beyond it. Continue to share your love with her.
After she has gained some experience, she will likely search out a more applicable other.
Since you mentioned spirituality, I recommend you mediate daily on the violence in this world that has arisen from jealousy, conemplate how you may remove yourself from the cycle, develop a personal mantra, repeat it fifteen times, then focus on happiness and how you can share happiness with the world when you have broken from jealousy.
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"Sometimes I have to remember that things are brought to me for a reason, either for my own lessons or for the benefit of others." Cynthetiq
"violence is no more or less real than non-violence." roachboy
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