Hello, i'm in the same situation as you and I had just ended it and it had lasted about 1 year.
I watched 100+ episodes of anime for the first 1.5 weeks, got myself back on TFP and I played computer games more than I worked/classes.
This last week, after the low with the anime's and computer games, I got myself to the gym about 5-6 times and I feel much better.
So, I know how you feel, but you gotta force yourself to do something else. whatever it takes.. I got my mind off alot of stuff by indulging myself in anime (about 3-4 different series).
Whatever floats your boat -- go do it!
Its pretty hard -- I feel like a stock market (sin wave?); dont miss her, miss her, dont miss her, miss her
Its quite annoying, but realize that you left for a good reason for the BOTH of you and this is much better for her in the long run. The best thing you can do for her is to stay away.
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