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While I can't diagnose anything over the internet, you sound like you are going through kind of what I have gone through. At the time, I didn't have any extra income to devote to going to see a therapist but the local county mental health service was able to help me find one on a sliding scale based on income. I was opposed to taking any medication as well but found talking about it with someone helped loads. I didn't go for very long, maybe 4 months but it really helped. That all being said, I don't know how things work in the UK but maybe there is something similar. Maybe it isn't depression, maybe it is Seasonal Affective Disorder but talking about it will at least start to get an answer.
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