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i guess i was being cynical yesterday clouded by my own thoughts. but yeah, i understand that. i was trying to be someone else back then and not myself. with that, he hates me and not who i am now in the present. and knowing that, people only remember who someone is back then will remain in their mind as what an old teacher said to me awhile back.
but after rethinking the whole situation, it cant be all helped. and its all in a matter of time. but as what the ying yang symbolizes, there will always be bad with the good. no matter what happens in life.
but back on the topic, ill try my best to ignore it. and the only people hes talking to really are people i used to know but went off somewhere else in life. but i do have a history of worrying and overthinking though. but ill settle over in time.
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