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Well, recently the same thing happened to me. I understand how you feel, I am also the friend who always shows up and is there for people and always RSVP's in plenty of time etc. And when I invite people, they always let me know last minute. I think it's rude but I tolerate it I guess. It sucks. In summer I organized a small dinner at my place with about 20 friends and in the end I cancelled it.
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Whether we write or speak or do but look
We are ever unapparent. What we are
Cannot be transfused into word or book.
Our soul from us is infinitely far.
However much we give our thoughts the will
To be our soul and gesture it abroad,
Our hearts are incommunicable still.
In what we show ourselves we are ignored.
The abyss from soul to soul cannot be bridged
By any skill of thought or trick of seeming.
Unto our very selves we are abridged
When we would utter to our thought our being.
We are our dreams of ourselves, souls by gleams,
And each to each other dreams of others' dreams.
Fernando Pessoa, 1918
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