I wish Gilda was still on this site. She was going through much of the same issues as you, except hers was from the passiveness and shyness side of the continuum. If I recall correctly, she discussed it in her journal quite a bit, and after much concern over feeling like a failure, decided to accept medication as a way to heal. Her Journal is still on this site.
Best of luck.
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