Help! I stumbled on a friendship that my SO had and became unglue because I know the woman and she has a crush on him. He canned it. Thought everything was cool. But I got obsessed thinking he wanted her. He didn't. But now, I have fantasies about them and have even gone back and added one of his former girlfriends to the thoughts I have. I verbalized them and went so far as to say I wanted him to fuck one of them and come home to me. Kind of a consume my enemies power? Any help?
BTW: I know how dumb I was to open this Pandora's box. I can't close it. Thought of going to a strip club as a compromise. Want to be assure I am not the only woman on the planet who got jealous and wanted to see/know for real that I am better than the others.