strange, new behavior by girlfriend....
...she is as sweet as can be, a genuinely nice, loving person, the nicest person I have ever met, my best friend. Always smiling. A gorgeous, intelligent woman who happens to be stacked! Body by Fisher. Yes, I am extremely lucky....The sex is fantastic! All these years and it is as intense as when we were college kids.
No rush to marry, but it's all but inevitable. Anyway, i thought i knew this woman until one night last week, she told me she wanted to be spanked. Not just smacked a little on the buns, mind you. She kept telling me to hit her harder, even though she seemed in real tearful pain. To my mind at that point, I was BEATING her! And I felt badly!!!
Good thing we have thick walls. And I was still afraid someone would call the cops! Seriously! Told her if she was going to yell like that we'd have to do it in the walk-in closet.
Thing is, while we have always had great sex, it's damn tough for me to physically hurt her, which i know full well i am doing. But honestly, she seems to enjoy it!? No, not "seems". She tells me she does!!! We talk about it at dinner! I don't like hitting her. Not one bit. But she has never rejected anything i have asked her to do, so how can i say "no?"
This isn't meant to be scintilating.
Any thoughts?
tia
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