oh my gosh...sounds like i could have written that myself about two years ago.
In the second year of our relationship, healer took a job about 350 km away from home. I was devastated but tried to show him all the support i could muster.
in that year he was gone, i literally felt like all the breath had been knocked out of me every time he left after he came home for a weekend or so.
sometimes i didnt even want to talk to him for fear of crying everytime i heard his voice.
i'm not going to lie to you and tell you that it gets better, cos for me, it definately did not. i couldnt stand being without him.
all i can tell you is that from what i know, which probably cant be very much...but also from what i see, you guys are great together and if your relationship is as strong as i think it is only from the pics i see and posts i read, then you should not have a problem because as painfull as the wait may be, the feeling you get when you look at him after not seeing for ages or when you touch his skin or kiss his lips...
trust me...it will only make you and your relationship that much stronger.
it took me a long time to figure that out and when i think about how we got through all the fights and the harsh words spoken... ok, i'm crying now
... i thank God everyday for Healer...for bringing him into my life and for giving me the strength, for giving us the strength and i truly believe that we are indestructable.
but yeah, you get through it and when you do, its the best feeling in the world. just never give up, no matter how hard it gets and no matter how much you just want to cry all the time. dont ever give up on what you have.
good luck sweety. i wish you guys all the best and you'll be in my thoughts and prayers.