At least you recognize your feelings of abandonment. A lot of jealous types (including myself, more strongly in the past) never get that far. Have you attended counseling to address the trigger of your jealousy, and its consequences for your marriage? Couples counseling never hurts, either. I am a big fan of both, have done both, and seen wonders happen to other couples who are committed to healing themselves in this manner. It's the very least you can do if you are at the point of "saving" this marriage vs. walking away...
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And think not you can direct the course of Love;
for Love, if it finds you worthy, directs your course.
--Khalil Gibran
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