Thanks for posting that. I seem to keep getting trapped in that situation of striking out at the other person, especially nowdays, right at the start of a relationship and blowing it up in my/their faces before it can get too far along to cause significant pain later. The worst part is that I know, at some level, that the women I meet now aren't the same as the ones in the past who have caused so much heartache - but I treat them the same.
Slowly trying to teach myself to just step back and relax - hopefully some day soon it'll work itself out.
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