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man i lived that for close to 10 years... I burned everything I could, tried to kill every brain cell to ease the pain. The wound never healed until almost 20 years later. All I had to do was forgive myself for allowing those things to happen and not stand up for myself. Forgive myself for perpetuating the situation in other relationships.
I had to just plain start over from scratch and let it be like nothing ever happened to me before and trust that I would be okay.
thanks for the read.
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