Good advice from Xepherys. Also, I commend you for recognizing your issue, that's half the battle right there!
I'd recommend seeing a counselor for a while and see if you can develop different ways to view behavior and responding to externals, while still being true to yourself and your gut feelings.
If you can do this now, before you're in another serious relationship, you will be improving yourself and your chances for success exponetially.
Good luck!
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