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I've always dreamt of growing up, going to med school, and becoming a doctor. First, i started out wanting to be a Pediatrician. But realized that they are usually in an office type setting and typically not in the actual hospital. Then i wanted to be an ER Surgeon. And there's no reason that wish ever really went away..... other than deciding that if i ever did grow the ambition to go to school for that long.... that I'd definitely want to be an Ob/GYN. More so leaning towards the Obstetrician side of that, but i guess either way I'd be looking at a lot of vagina's. haha..... I can still to this day go sit in the ER of any hospital and be completely 150% content for hours on end. Just watching what goes on....smellng the hospital....the soap....the cafeteria food. AGGH....... I love it!!! But i just don't have confidence enough in myself to get through all the years of schooling for it. Having to major/minor in something like, Biology or Chemistry just to get Pre-Med??? Then...allll those years and residency and what not?? Pff..... i don't believe in myself enough. But maybe one day..... I could see myself as a professional student.... getting so many degrees and then seeing M.D. after my name one day would be the last degree I'd get. idk.......
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My life has no purpose, no direction, no aim, no meaning, and yet I'm happy. I can't figure it out. What am i doing right?
-Charles M. Schulz
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