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bluestars87 · 06-13-2007, 10:25 AM

Well...the reason I didn't tell her, was because I was afraid of ruining a good friendship. I had a similar thing happen with another girl before, and things are kind of awkward between us now. Even though Tina probably wouldn't change (she's just not that kind of person) I didn't think about that at the moment. And she said she had a friend that was really close to her and had been there for her a lot too. I don't know, maybe past experiences lowered my self-esteem. Which may be the reason I didn't tell her that night I should have. I just wasn't sure at that moment in time. And I'm not sure if telling her now, I mean what would come of it? She's about to go to college in the fall, I mean what do I tell her? That I really like you, but I know we can't do anything together even if the feeling was mutual because you'll be away? I'm really lost... T.T

06-13-2007, 10:25 AM	#4 (permalink)
bluestars87 Tilted Location: California	Well...the reason I didn't tell her, was because I was afraid of ruining a good friendship. I had a similar thing happen with another girl before, and things are kind of awkward between us now. Even though Tina probably wouldn't change (she's just not that kind of person) I didn't think about that at the moment. And she said she had a friend that was really close to her and had been there for her a lot too. I don't know, maybe past experiences lowered my self-esteem. Which may be the reason I didn't tell her that night I should have. I just wasn't sure at that moment in time. And I'm not sure if telling her now, I mean what would come of it? She's about to go to college in the fall, I mean what do I tell her? That I really like you, but I know we can't do anything together even if the feeling was mutual because you'll be away? I'm really lost... T.T __________________ "Every light must fade, every heart return to darkness!" -San Francisco 49ers: Five Time Super Bowl Champions- Last edited by bluestars87; 06-13-2007 at 10:28 AM..