tenniels

I am late a lot too sharon. And I could have everything prepared, be ready to go an hour early and find a reason to be late. I don't have much of an explanation for this other than I do like to push things to the last minute (like papers in school, some of my best work was done when the paper was past due). I like to try and fit in as much as I can before I have to leave. I really don't know how else to explain it. I have gotten much better with it, but still tend to be at least a minute or two late, it's kinda engrained in me. I feel weird if I'm early, it's like all it not right. I have done a lot better, and I have pretty much come to terms with the fact that I am late. I think if it's like 5 minutes late, it doesn't count (please tell this to my work). I used to have every clock I owned (car, house, watches, cell, etc) on a different time, but I adapted to that too and would work around it. I like pressure I think. Like I said, early doesn't feel right to me. Maybe there are just early people and there are late people? I've done my best to reign in my lateness and think I shall just accept that 5 minutes late is just who I am.

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