Fucker Revisited
Sorry for the profanities. I'm angry.
I broke up with my girlfriend of 2 years last summer because she had gotten involved with another guy. After some months apart and a lengthy thought process on my part we got back together and both agreed she would never see the guy again.
I get a call tonight. One of her good guy friends who's in the military (ray),and whom i trust, is home for the weekend and is hosting a small party at his house. This guy happens to be the friend of the fucker who tried to shatter my relationship last summer. She tells me she is going to hang out at this party and does'nt tell me fucker will be there. She calls me back about 1 hour later and i ask her if he is going to be there. She acknowledges.
Now i am severely fucking pissed. She was going to hide the fact he was going to be there and tell me how it went AFTER. We had both agreed upon getting back together that she was never to see this fucker again. We had lenghty discussions about it and if i was going to be able to take her back she needed to agree with me. That was my term. I do not want her anywhere near the guy. I told her i did not want her to go and she said she will abide by my decision. I know i dont have a right to control her but , fuck, we had both agreed that she was not to see him again , group or no group. Why is she springing this on me now ? Both her and Ray have told me that i can come to this party. I work until 1am, and, let's face it, i cant stand this guy. Honestly, i would probably just stick a fist to his face, creating drama and ruining everything. And i assure you, i am not a violent guy. I've told myself countless times; i am not letting last summer repeat itself.
Am i right to be angry?
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