Well, throughout my teen years and into my mid twenties, I've met the girl of my dreams several times, but I wasn't the guy of their dreams in any of the cases, and each time they married and moved away was more traumatizing than the last. Honestly, I don't know if I'll live through this present crush I have, but I want a painless, peaceful death, and I will pay heed to the method of a certain musician who passed recently. I will admit, I'm a chicken****, but I'm pretty distraught, and I look to prove it one way or another.
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