Of course I remember her, it was a few years ago when I ended it but only a few months since she terminated our friendship.
Most of the memories are fond but I try not to remember them they bring up a lot of things I regret. There were a lot of things I did wrong and I'd have still ended the relationship but I'd have done things so much differently if I knew better.
It's been 3 years with my currently g/f and I'm still not completely over the ex. Part of me wants to call her and try to smooth things over so that maybe we can have a decent friendship but we did so much damage to each other that I'm convinced the best thing I could do for her is leave her alone......we've had so many "first ever" experiences together that I know I'll never be able to get over her....
If I weren't with my g/f now then I'd consider giving her a call but I'm involved so that won't happen. Her birthday is a few months from now - I've been thinking about sending her a bouquet of Spring flowers and a nice card but I haven't decided yet....
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"Porn is a zoo of exotic animals that becomes boring upon ownership." -Nersesian
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