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Originally Posted by little_tippler
She's gone...let it go. LIVE your life. It sounds easy but I'm thinking that right now you're not doing that.
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I'm doing the best I can with that. I have my work, I head out to the pub every now and again, I hang out with friends occasionally, I participate in a group activity, etc. She just manages to find a way back into my life once every month or two, whether she knows it or not. That's what's killing me. I find it nearly impossible to cut her out of my life. I don't think about her every day. Not even every week, but just "here and there". I really don't even want that because I know what it does to me. If I had no reaction, i wouldn't care. But how does one get rid of a reaction? Perhaps just time...