I agree with cyklone about just enjoy the oral! Some guys I regret when we start having sex bc some of them forget to focus on the finer things like HEAVY foreplay.
of course...some dont! This one guy I was not a virgin but just wanted to wait with him - I had wanted to for a while but never did, just never seemed right with him. So a year after being together we finally had sex - it was amazing but I also wasn't worried about when it was going to happen or anything else. Just enjoyed everything else we did until it fell into place.
don't worry so much - worrying will make your first time(or anytime) worse than it will be already. all the hype about losing your virginity is over-rated to me