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Well, there are alot of questions in there that only you can answer, things you probably should have addressed before now, but if your first gut reaction was to say you where never (is it really never or simply no longer? Semantics maybe but still) attracted to her then maybe thats the truth. If it is true that you don't love her then yea, this was the right thing to do. Its simply not fair for her to think you do if you don't. Breaking up is hard to do. I just went through the same thing but I was on her end. Yea it hurt, I was deeply in love with her but she was not with me, but you know she did me a favor, I am a person who deeply believes in love and would have never left her. Now I can move on and find that person who will love me the way I deserve to be loved.
You need to do some real soul searching here. Is she really the love of your life or was it simply convient to be with her? Or maybe you are just feeling guilty for hurting her. If you decide she is your true love all you can do is go to her and explain that you where confused and if its ment to be it will. I will say though, if your relationship regulary involves one or both of you saying hurtfull things to one in another its not healthy. If its a matter of convience or guilt however, you deserve to be with someone you truly love and she deserves to be with someone who loves her back. Don't feel bad. This was ultimently the right thing to do.
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Meridae'n once played "death" at a game of chess that lasted for over two years. He finally beat death in a best 34 out of 67 match. At that time he could ask for any one thing and he could wish for the hope of all mankind... he looked death right in the eye and said ...
"I would like about three fiddy"
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