ShaniFaye

I could have sworn there was already a thread on this here, but I have searched every way I know how and cant find it (even manually went back two years worth of posts in sexuality and the ladies lounge) so if I missed it Im sorry.

ok....so Dave and I had not have sex in about 7 weeks, since before he left for Israel. We tried once right after my rib was broken and it hurt so bad we couldnt really finish so I dont count that and between that and the infected boob and the pulled tooth and then he got sick and I got a yeast infection from all the anti b's I was on....no sex (I HATED having to send him off for two weeks in San Diego but it couldnt be helped)

So....no orgasm for me the entire 7 weeks (I think he masturbated once while in SD....neither of us are big into that particular activity...we much prefer our O's from sex lol.

Yesterday the man walks in the door form the airport with a hard on hehehe poor thing. So after receiving his present of a bottle of Crown XR (which he was THRILLED with) and his flowers and a card... I give him a bj (we were saving sex for later as we knew I'd be sore as hell afterwards and I wanted to be able to cook him dinner and I knew he'd have no problem being ready to go again hehehe)

So after dinner we make the bedroom all romantic, start up Enya on the mp3 player as get down to business.

(this is the part that pisses me off lol) Sparing the details, I will just say I'm on top, have 3 O's and immediately after the 3rd one I start to weep

not cry, heavy uncontrollable weeping

for like 20 minutes....I couldnt stop, I couldnt even talk and tell him nothing was wrong....but he knew it....I'd done it once before....on our first date (great impression Im sure that made lol)

he explained it away saying he wasnt surprised because it had been so long, and we've been apart so much blah blah blah

but I still feel like a girl

this ever happen to anyone else and if so did you feel as dumb and girly and embarressed as I did?

Guys, have any of your women ever did this and if so how did it make you feel? Dave keeps telling me its ok and he understands and it actually makes him feel all that much more loved. I'm sure its a reaction explained away by hormones and emotions...but I still feel.....well...stupid

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