I am 23 years old and I am going through the same thing in a way. I am at the point where I look back at my childhood and I can see I was an idiot. I realize that I must accept change, because if I do not I will get caught up in the whole trying to fit into a stereo type thing because I must decide who I am. I think that is bullshit.
I realize that I am young still and maybe down the road I will regret chances I did not take. However, if I try to fake ambition and put myself in a successful position, that is purely perceived by others and not the truth, I may regret it later on down the road. Just because I am rich, have a big house, a hot wife, powerful friends, I could be just as unhappy because I have to work so damn hard every day to keep it all. That is why I say "fuck it."
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