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Old 03-14-2007, 06:29 AM   #13 (permalink)
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Having read your OP and subsequent updates, I think really she just wanted to have her cake and eat it. Granted she may be confused, but to tell you repeatedly that she loves you but then tell you to back off so she can think about it is just denial of what's obvious: she doesn't want to commit to you. Not as in right now, but I mean to you specifically. She may be coming out of a tough relationship and need some space, but there's a difference between wanting some space, and telling someone to go away (and come back when I need a fuck buddy). When the people are really right, together, timing is the last thing on anyone's mind - at least that's how I've always seen it.
She's not being fair to you, and I think it's awful when people tell you to wait for them. Why should you? Are you so terrible that you have to wait around for someone to throw you a bone? Of course you're not. Get on with your life and if she comes back, seriously consider whether she won't change her mind again - if it's worth it, you'll know what to do when the time comes.
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