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Thanks. It's really frustrating considering I planned on forming an indie rock band over the next year. But, I feel like the passion to play how I wanted is fading. The worst part is I don't know if I'm "outgrowing" the passion, or if my fear / frustration from learning music theory is taking the enthusiasm out of me. I've fed off the approval of others for most of my life, and now I'm stuck trying to appreciate myself.
Man, I feel like my interest in everything is dulled. I'm not particularly depressed, but I'm definitely struggling without any friends or an "In group". Because, if I don't know what I like anymore, how am I supposed to associate with others who like the same stuff? Damnit.
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